Be careful what you wish for

How do I say this? Hmmm. So, like, what's in it for me? Today we talked. It was a good talk, interesting, informative. I asked him how he is finding our living arrangement so far. I know he's prone to always look at the negative. I know... fuck... I don't know. Am I a complete and total idiot? It's not like I didn't know what I was getting myself into. Yeah, I guess I'm a complete and total idiot. Be careful what you wish for, idiot.