Idiot

I'm an idiot.

I must be an idiot.

Am I an idiot?

I'm probably an idiot.

Perhaps I concentrated too much on finding someone I could be alone with. Because I pretty much always feel alone when I'm with him.

And we are not equals when it comes to sex drive, either.

Muthrfukr, I suck.

Or at least I would more frequently if he wanted me to.

I complain a lot, don't I?

Do I expect too much from him?

Do I not expect enough?

And how THE FUCK am I supposed to know the difference.